Mess

I think my tendency when I approach a kitchen, a pile of work, or something else, is to make a mess. There are herbs on the floor when I am cooking, there are books and papers all over the table when I am working, my hair is not organized or considered. I don´t care. I have never really considered myself a really tidy person, becuase I work to focus on the work. I can tidy it up after. This requires paying attention and effort. Everything in my life right now requires paying attention and effort. Like… everything. I have removed the places I normally hide. This is progress.