Holes

Perhaps it is uncomfortable to detect holes in systems of your life. Where you find an edge of how something has been happening and then you consider another way it could happen. That change could be better, and you don´t like feeling that possibility. That possilbiity that you would rather ignore. That said, it is worth taking the time to explore these holes. I don´t like them. I don´t even like writing about them. But I think I have gotten more used to mine. Where I can say, here, publically, here are a few of mine I have found. If I see them and I am honest about them, it makes it different.