I think one of the hardest things with my Spanish is that I want to flow. I want to speak without having to pause, ask questions, struggle with pronunciación, or sound like I don´t know. It is easy to hide in the things you do know and not branch out. I recognize what this means. It means I want it to be easy. While it has definitely improved, it is often still not. So, I have to remind myself of these things. I have felt tired of being vulnerable. I have to reconcile that. I have to enter through the door of working and struggle to arrive at some point at flow.

I often think of what Seth writes about… caring enough about something to feel incompetent about it again. And I will add, the only way is through.