I am coming to learn that research, as important as it is, is very tedious. It might be that I am always learning new things, and most of these activities are tedious. I am here to admit, with my hand raised, that I have avoided tasks like this in my life. I have avoided reading books and articles. I have avoided tedious things.

I have avoided them with a resistance that I am understanding more and more. I am also learning how important and attractive people are when they sit down, and take care of things. Like here it is, we are doing it now. I have this vision in mind. Someone walking up to something and frontally and directedly saying, yes. I am doing this now.