So, I am learning something here. If I am stuggling to get going on something, maybe I need to move faster on it. I need to not hoard my work, hide behind my work, get lost in sorting out my ideas. I need to move a little faster and ask more direct questions connecting each dot to each dot to each dot. S.l.o.w.l.y. or not slowly. I need to share, I need to go ahead and understand that has implications of being seen, being understood, and maybe being perceived in some kind of way.

I don´t like this sometimes. But I am finding that the direction is towards the mess not away from it. The direction is incompetence before competence. Once again, this is just how it works.