Sick.

One of the hardest things for me to deal with is trying to function when I am sick. It is so tough. I don´t want to be a person. I don´t want to be in the room. I don´t want to be anywhere. I don´t want to be in bed. I don´t want to be outside. Maybe I would rather turn into a ghost?

Here´s the harder part. That´s not an option. The laws of physics still apply. I am still here, and I wish I was not. What can I do? Maybe take a nap? Maybe drink some water. Keep sitting down? Try to keep doing work? Drink cocoa tea. I am 100% sure there is not a good answer, and this is a grown up moment when you just need to deal. Just decide something. Ugh.