… we simply accept the fact that messiness, taking the long route, making tons of mistakes, overcomplicating things, and then sorting them out is part of a regular day at work? or life? I say this, because I care to be both realistic and honest with my own life. I am tired of the bullshit perfection narrative that can run in my head. I am tossing it.

I want to shorten the distance between how I view reality and its natural state.

I want to mentally note when I:

zone out,

hide,

don´t care enough,

am tired,

am not compassionate,

am vulnerable,

resist and avoid,

am sick,

or am just struggling.

These need to come from the darkness into the light. I am here to report.