Three small observations

I feel vulnerable when I speak Spanish slowly.

I am not sure why. Probably because somewhere in my mind I hold the concept if I speak slowly, it gives room.

Room to feel incompetent.

Room to be viewed as I am not skilled.

Room to have the listener feel clear I was born in a different place.

I recently realized this.

I also have dirty fingernails due to all the vegetables that I cook and eat all the time.

An irrevelant third is something else. I believe one way to be relatable to other people is to be honest and to be vulnerable. This is when you favor going ahead. When you favor saying it. I want to be a person who, like Tina Fey, is known to be connectable. This is what i want.